Putting down the questions and picking up a song

“What if we sang instead of asking? What if we took an hour a day, a day a week, a week a month, a month a year and worshiped instead of asking?  What if we were people who were so sure of who was fighting for us that we stopped asking and sang, prayed out God's character, spoke out a verse and let the questions rest?  What would my life look like? How would this change me? “

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Pruning Season

“I have been afraid of pruning because I have allowed myself to believe the bad press God gets in our culture.  I have been afraid because I have believed that God is cold, unfeeling, mean, cut throat and brutal.  And in these times, in the times when God seems to be more mysterious in his workings, I hold onto what He told Moses about himself, "The LORD, the LORD is a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands.." (Exodus 34:6-7) I believe it because this IS who he is.”

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When God Makes You Stop

“When this all started a few weeks ago - I desperately wanted someone to blame and I frantically searched for the reasons this all happened.  I wanted to know how I had taken such a wrong turn. How did I end up here?  How had I exhausted my body so significantly that it needed a serious break?  How could I let this happen? I should have been more aware, I should have been more on top of whatever it was that was happening.” 

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When Was The Last Time You Let Jesus Touch Your Feet?

“But Jesus knows about the “stuff”. Whether or not we show Him, whether or not we try and clean our feet before we talk to Him.   He knows.  He knows all about the callouses and bruises on our skin,  the deep cracks in our heels and the scars, and the dirt under our toenails. He knows about the smell of our feet and our imperfect bodies.  He knows the same thing about our hearts, minds, and spirits.  He knows about the things we believe make us unlovable. And He is trying to show us that He loves us even there. “

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Is The Door To Your Steam Bath Open?

“Nouwen uses the image of a steam bath to describe the life of the Spirit within us. The only way to keep a steam bath hot is to keep the door shut and every time the door opens heat will escape and the fire will eventually go out if you are not careful. And so it with us- each time we speak we open the door to the Spirit’s inner fire and only through regular silence can you hope to stoke our fire.”

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New Birth

"Our little science project has been a good reminder to me that new life is both wondrous and messy, ugly at times. In 2 Corinthians, God tells Paul that His strength was made perfect in Paul’s weakness. Scripture points to the reality that as we walk faithfully through our own new birth into Christ-like people and face our own messiness with God (it must always be WITH God) - that we might just outwardly appear to others the way pregnant women do. Pregnant women, though in the throws of pain, discomfort and living in a body that feels a shadow of their former selves are stunningly beautiful. "

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Safe Prayers

"The problem, I have realized, about praying safe prayers is that it keeps God small. Small enough that I feel like I can control him. Small enough that He can neither surprise me or disappoint me. It keeps Him falsely manageable. It keeps God at bay and un-wonderful. Just a little distant but also weak. It keeps my relationship with him polite but not intimate.  Safe but not exciting. Tidy but not messy and transformative. "

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Eat. Drink. Sleep.

"Instead of accusing Elijah...God feeds him.  Instead of reasoning with him...God gives him something to drink. Instead of chastising Elijah...he keeps him safe while he sleeps.   In this tender, raw, and exposed moment we see God's kindness so gently displayed. "

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Ordinary Time

I have always loved that the term "Ordinary Time" exists because that is what so much of life is - regular, normal, neither high nor low ....ordinary. The time when people ask what is new and your answer, "Oh nothing much."

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Rest

"It turns out that I have very few moments of measureable rest in my life.  The app for my watch tells me almost every day, "You have almost no restful moments today. Stress consumes your body's resources. If you are stressed for long periods of time, you may become exhausted." 

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Advent

"Maybe, like me, you are coming to these last few days before Christmas and finding yourself wishing this month had looked differently.  Perhaps this month was more like a fast than a feast. I have good news for you and for me. This is why Jesus came."

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Warm Winds

"Come, holy wind of God, over the mountains of our lives, I pray. Do not tiptoe or whisper, but roar, laugh, melt. Take over the town. Alter our plans. Breathe into us again the breath of life that is exhilarating, joyful and open to grace."~ Maxine Hancock

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